I am actually starting to hate everything around me, I believe my sunny attitude towards 2006 has begun to fail miserably. I have tried to ignore the signs but it’s pointless. I mean like ugh, it just wants to kick you in the crotch and stomp on your tummy doesn’t it? The year 2006 that is.
Just when one thinks that things can be different it just kills them all over again. I get so tired and I just feel that this is going no where. I still remember though how Rampurple used to comment and say that of all the bloggers she’s sure that I will be sitting at the computer on my wedding night or day blogging about it, but now I am not even sure about anything.
I am not even sure that blogging will help me anymore. I have tried to feel excited and such but not even K’s obsession with Cafe Supreme and CBTL, Purg’s obsession with Sushi, Stallion’s obsession with Stallions, Sou’s obsession with Coldplay, Swair’s obsession with her miserable pathetic excuse of a brother, nor Ananyah’s craziness, nor Tooomz’s girlish attitude, nor even Donny Boy’s and Jewaira’s lovely stories can pull me out of this one.
I have bared my soul here but I think it’s pointless, I think that these will be my last days. I have reached my prime, and I should go out with a bang rather than without nothing at all :/
Ugh, I might also be just rambling on about nothing in particular, but oh well.
I hate dusty days.
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I am a Kuwaiti Apple and gadget girl freak, who gets bored of her blog layouts so much that I change them like I crazy. Currently I work in a newspaper and if you don't see me around I'm being sucked into my job reviewing TV Shows and APPS! This is my space where I vent and release everything, welcome to it.