Depression & More

May 24, 2008  |  Random, Reflections

I am feeling so depressed and low, it’s as if I’m hitting rock bottom but I believe things will turn around soon.  I keep wanting to update my blog, wanting to go back to the days when I used to write almost daily and share funny stories but something in my spirit has been broken.  I wonder when will I be able to be me again.  It’s been almost a year or more since the last time I felt as if I was the same Jacqui that used to write here.  Actually I miss being Jackie.

Can I just crawl under a rock and stay there for a while?  So much is pent up inside, it’s hard to let it out.  Very hard.

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I am a Kuwaiti Apple and gadget girl freak, who gets bored of her blog layouts so much that I change them like I crazy. Currently I work in a newspaper and if you don't see me around I'm being sucked into my job reviewing TV Shows and APPS! This is my space where I vent and release everything, welcome to it.


  1. you seem to be having fun when you were in the US with your sisters. Just think of all the people around you, I am sure when you are depressed other people feel it … Life is to short to feel this way

    Cheer up chum :)

  2. same thing here.. hang on girl!

  3. oh take me with you.. i feel bad too :(

    I hope you feel better real soon..

  4. Welcome to the club. I lost my mojo too. I can’t seem to be chippery about anything lately.

  5. just hang in there. Worst case scenario take a vacation and go someplace where you can just relax……

  6. It’s Kuwaiti syndrome. A conditions which manifests in severe boredom, procrastination and depression; if untreated it’ll lead to marraige and 3 kids who look nothing like you and will usurp 90% of you paycheck.

    It’s nothing a vacation won’t cure.

  7. I think you just need a short break away from all this.. that is what I did, I just took a short break even if its for two days.. it feel better and you feel refreshed! :)

  8. i know


    cheer up ,, ur not alone :)

    it could be of a lot of things, only you will know and only you can be stronger and get up or let this depression beat you :) take a look at ur old duckie if you still smile when you see it then you have it in you and its just a phase, relax. If not, then you changed maybee grew up and this my friend is not easy, you will take time to adjust to it and be you along with the grown up you :D

    be well :*

  10. take ur time sulking..I do.

  11. Laialy_q8 : Oh well, things might be turning around and I might be heading back there soon for something else however, I am trying to cheer up but it’s still hard.

    chika : Inshalla and you too babes :*

    :::ShoSho::: : Hehehe let’s form a club?

    Sushi : I think it’s 2008 it’s robbing us of our Mojo or that guy from Austin Powers 4 is taking it away :P Wait no Dr. Evil.

    KTDP : Might be happening and might not. But I am taking it slower. And let’s just hope things work out in the end.

    Marzouq : Hehehe I took a few days and I was busy with Dad didn’t do me much good now did it hehe.

    not now : Thanks

    Q80-ChillGirl : Hahaha now that was a cute link, I know it’s just that things are harder on me now, and finding the silver lining is not easy, the biggest issue is that I keep it inside most of the time and pretend things are okay when they are not.

    Big Pearls : I should.

  12. Jackoooo :)

    the worst thing is keeping it inside, the only one who will be hurt is you, while you make everyone around happy, it is nice but its only a traqualizer :} seeing who is around you happy is nice also being strong is not easy, vent when you can, it wont be nice and for a while you will think ur not u, but its good, u’ll get used to the evil you lol ;p

    silver lining ? as in fabric? if yes, i can give u a few tips going to soug al-kham this week ;p