The Loss of Time & e=MC2 (Just Kidding)

April 8, 2014  |  My Life, Random

It seems the older we get the faster time flies by, I remember when I was a kid (not that it was too long ago, I was a kid just yesterday actually hehe just kidding) anyways when we were kids we would think time is standing still and we can’t wait to grow up and not have to answer to our parents or do homework and the whole shebang.  Little did our younger selves know that the minute you start to grow up responsibilities start to pile on and you just feel so swamped and at a loss for said time.

I have now been out of a job for a full year and some change and you would think I could have used that time wisely and reorganized my room (it has become an official hoarder’s mess compound there) or finished those blog designs I promised some friends (yes you know who you are hehe) or even attempted to do anything useful but all I remember spending my time on is eating, sleeping, watching some TV shows, and just lazying around.  I have even lost the will to write in a way, I think the lack of being able to express my personal feelings has something to do with that.  My promise to myself really and not to this blog is to be more of myself.  I want to share a post a day just being my raw un-filtered self (not that I can be 100% unfiltered, damn not being completely anonymous anymore!).

Starting with this year I have attempted to join a gym and I am actually attending, this month not as much as last but really I am getting there.  I haven’t lost any weight officially yet (damn those holiday turkeys they really are insanely delicious but spend forever on your hips!) but I am sort of on the right path.  I have quit (or tried to) fizzy drinks and replaced that with water but it is not a 100% abstinence, I do have the occasional Coke or Pepsi with a burger now and then but I am trying to increase my water intake from just one 330ml bottle to drinking at least 6-8 of them a day.  It feels different really when I take water with a meal instead of the fizzy drinks because I just feel a tad bit lighter.

Taking care of my health will be a priority this year, I should just stop taking things for granted because really Father Time can do only so much and eventually everything catches up with you.  I seriously have no idea what I want to say right now or how I drifted this far from the main topic but that’s what it means to live in my head.

A thousand voices fighting to be heard.

P.S. If I am required to add a photo every time I want to just be me, I will lose interest and leave.  I miss my old way of posting where it was just me and the keyboard against all of you.  I can go on and on about anything and nothing really but when you ask me to edit photos and choose which one that goes I just slack off.

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I am a Kuwaiti Apple and gadget girl freak, who gets bored of her blog layouts so much that I change them like I crazy. Currently I work in a newspaper and if you don't see me around I'm being sucked into my job reviewing TV Shows and APPS! This is my space where I vent and release everything, welcome to it.