I’m stressed, stressed, stressed and more.  Don’t be surprised if I just collapse one day because of all that I am going through at work.  It’s just reached an impossible point and my hands are tied as I still don’t have something to go to and leave this job.

I’m working more than what is required from me and that is because we don’t have anyone dependable anymore, and if I don’t do this then I will get yelled at for others who don’t understand or who are imbeciles.  But what I am doing right now, is if I get yelled at for someone else’s mistake I yell at that person and make them fix it, I’m not a babysitter here.

I swear these past few weeks I’ve been so stressed, whether it’s from work or from coming home and trying to spend time with my family and do the small requests they have for me.  They are my family and my priority really but work drains me too much for me to think about anyone but myself.

I’m looking forward to this week off because I want to sleep my head off, I don’t care about anything but sleep, I might go out for one day only but that’s about it.  It’s not important to go out as it is to sleep, and pamper myself I might even try and arrange some spa time to totally rest and relax! Although I wish to go out to a chalet, I don’t know why but I’m in that mood lately.

Anywho, that’s enough venting for now, look forward to a review of the new MacBook tomorrow or the day after since I’ve been postponing it for a while now hehe, that’s how crazy it is I don’t have time to post or think :(

But I thank my Chicken Soup for The Kuwaiti Soul for keeping me sane really hehe :)