Have you ever experienced a writer’s block so bad that it hits everything, every aspect whether it is writing, creating images, anything that requires creativity feels as if it has been sucked out. Wait I think I have “Creative’s Block”. I feel as if I can’t do anything or when I start a project I lose interest mid-way and just want to go back to being a couch potato.
What have I been doing these past few weeks? Well I have a post ready for publishing but I’ve been too uninspired to prepare the graphics for it. So instead I’ve just been binge-watching “Charmed” even though I’ve already seen it probably ten-thousand times! It’s my favorite supernatural show!
Maybe, just maybe Stella will get her groove back. Here is hoping. Just stay tuned, I’ve got some back-log of posts that I have been meaning to write!
It’s that time of the year again, I’m back in the city where I pretty much leave my heart in! I’m back in New York! The Big Apple! Gosh darnit every time I’m back I feel as if I’m going back to paradise really, a dirty smelly one sometimes but still its gorgeous and fun to be in!
New York to me is what London is to some of you. I like the busy streets, the concrete pavements, the insane amount of awesome shops and pretty much everything else! This time wasn’t that much different I arrived around 4-5pm and finished with the immigration as well as baggage claim, headed to my sisters place where we then headed out to my favorite restaurant in NYC!
Max Brenners! I love that chocolate shop and it’s really a magical place for me, I usually have the Brenner Burger or the Penne Alfredo pasta when I’m there but a must have is the Classic European Chocolate fondue simply because who can say no to chocolate!
I wanted to catch a movie that night but I thought maybe I should tone myself down a bit. For this trip I have a bunch of movies on my list to watch, I’ll be sharing that within the upcoming posts and who knows I might share some other things that I like about this city. This really is to remind me of how awesome this city is and to bring back my “Travel Log” days. I know I’m insanely lazy about this place but hey I’ve got a new medium to type on and use to share my thoughts so maybe I’ll be sharing more stuff!
It’s official, my favorite month out of the entire year is here and it’s not just because I was born in December (*ehem*December 4*ehem*) but it’s just a magical time and I feel all warm and fuzzy. The air smells fresher, the gust of the cold wind makes me feel alive and awesome. Everything just is amazing when its December. Here is hoping nothing sours that up.
Things took a bad turn last week when I fell sick and visited the doctor to get a check up unfortunately the pests that I had surgery to remove from my body have decided to come back and rent a penthouse suite, fortunately though surgery is not insanely required right now therefore I could manage but I need to have monthly checkups to monitor their growth and make sure they don’t swell into large grapefruits like last time (then I would actually need surgery again). But one thing lifted up my spirits today, something I’ve been hoping to get and do might finally be in the works and things might be moving forward. Hopefully *fingers crossed* by this January I come back from my vacation and to an insanely better place!
Oh did I forget to tell you all? Well I’m planning on a Winter vacation! I am actually fulfilling a long-wished dream of mine where I get to spend Christmas and New Years in New York City! I JUST CAN’T FREAKING WAIT! This time I’m taking the little monster, my younger sister (read: baby sister) Lujain with me! And I’ll just go crazy!
I’m filled with a bit of love, scratch that I’m filled with lots of love for friends and family not to mention some of you faceless (not that you don’t have any faces) strangers who actually take the time and read my ramblings. So, HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL! (platonically of course!) In the meantime, I will share some of my paranoia with you guys and give you a sneak peak into one of my Wish Lists for my Birthday. Wait no I think it deserves a whole post for itself right? Yes right! I will put it up tomorrow as soon as I have my breakfast at work (yeah government jobs make you fat :P).
I bid thee all a good night!
I have started to notice how insanely unproductive I have become on my blog and how I pretty much update my Instagram account faster than anything else. Twitter is linked to my Instagram so it gets the updates as well. In the past few weeks I have started reviewing the Fall TV 2014 shows and posting my thoughts about them in a very short and precise manner. I found everyone’s interaction to be insanely awesome and most of the time it just made me smile thinking of how many people I influenced with my decisions.
I am hoping to incorporate some of those updates I post on Instagram here but in the meantime be sure to follow me on the social networks to stay constantly up to date with me.
Contrary to popular belief, I am not some fat girl-dude (curvy maybe sometimes when I overindulge in burgers and pizza) but I am a human being. Many of you my faithful readers might have imagined I would look something like this:
But in reality I am far away from it. I have given you the image of being lazy, over weight, living on a couch, and just existing online and in your imaginations but I am real. This month Bazaar Magazine decided I was interesting enough to interview for their “TRUTH OR DARE” segment and at first I was reluctant to come out with the real me, but then I was like “Bah humbug!”
Seriously Gosh Darn-it! I so miss writing, I was just looking through some of my older posts back when I was completely oblivious to how he world works and I kind of loved reading my trail of thoughts. Who knew that keeping a blog not only allows you to connect with people but to revisit your past and just cherish it a bit more! Back in 2008 around this time I had just arrived with my Dad (pre-heart surgery) and was going through a different kind of adventure, not the great kind but one where you know how tough you are from the experiences you go through. I also remember back in 2008 the iPhone 3G came out and I stood in line for it just to SEE IT! I couldn’t even buy it back then LOL! The adventures I had to get that iPhone 3G were insanely awesome and interesting really. But enough about the past.
Have you missed me? I know very few of you still read this dusty little blog but I kind of hope that many of you still do check back from time to time. I’ve been more active on Instagram than on this blog simply because I’m just too bloody damn lazy! I will not promise my usual promise (the one where I say I will promise to write more) simply because I haven’t been doing that these past few months but I guess I can promise to come back every so often and share my thoughts and things I’ve gone through.
I recently had experienced a couple of “firsts” but more on that in the next post which should be very very very soon. To tell you the truth I write a gazillion posts in my head right before bedtime, then I sleep and forget them all and wake up with nothing on my mind LOL! I should copy Louis Litt from “Suits” for those of you who don’t know him, he’s a character on that show and he’s simply awesome he has that Recording Device to record his thoughts and daily events hehe and later on he listens to himself, that’s insanely awesome!
So what have I missed in the world? Who can’t wait for the release of the latest iPhone, the iPhone 6 and iPhone Air. Rumors point to it being available between September 19 – 25 hehe and I kind of believe them based on history :P
One of the most interesting things is how this universe works, its so weird sometimes that you never know when you are given a chance to do something it in fact is in your best interest. Being unemployed for the better part of the year had me exhausting my savings fund to a point where I am now in debt to others. I am so in debt that I just cannot feel happy about receiving my new paycheck because I know I have to replenish everything I have exhausted (and that means putting a hold on enjoying and spending money on things I might love or want). I know it takes time for things to get back on track and nothing happens overnight but that doesn’t stop me from going to bed wishing to wake up in the morning and find out that I have won a lovely amount of cash to put me out of debt and restart my savings.
Are you a saver? Or do you live from paycheck to paycheck? I personally try to save at least 30-40% of my salary for that rainy day. Sometimes I would save a lovely amount and then blow it off on a trip to NYC, other times I would just keep on saving to either purchase a car I wanted or just to have that little nest for when I wish to not depend completely on my salary.
If you do save, do you find yourself digging into that fund during the month and using some of the amounts you have saved? I sometimes find myself in trouble and have to dig in (i.e. When you take your car in for service and find out you have to pay an arm and a leg to have some parts changed :P)