Why?
- Why do I spend so much time at work, yesterday and Sunday I basically spent a full 13 hours at work. Honestly no kidding, I didn’t have time to go home in between shifts.
- Why doesn’t Apple release the new 3G iPhone already simply because I am dying for one and it’s freaking HOT and Amazing and all that jazz!!!! Why can’t it be mid June already!
- Why did soap have to get into my eyes yesterday as I was showering and burned me until I couldn’t even open my eyes, and now they kind of still hurt?
- Why does Purgatory want to marry me?
- Why can’t it be the weekend already and we have it off?
- Why can’t my closet be like Victory Ford’s (from Lipstick Jungle) the closet that her boyfriend gave her as a gift when she moved in? Or Karen Walker’s sexy closet?!
- Why do I have to straighten my hair’s messy curls?
- Why can’t I have the new IPHONE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!
Do you think I can be cured of my insane obsession with technology? I seriously find it hard to believe that there is a cure out there that can do something for me. I think you might be wondering what am I talking about but I guess to understand that I will have to start from the beginning right? A few days ago *closes iTunes because Britney has become annoying and my train of thought is slowly flying out the window* okay a few days ago, Thursday to be exact I was pumping up the Asus Eee PC, selling it with all the energy I’ve got to my Uncle just because I secretly wanted to order one and just couldn’t bring myself to admit it. Granted he has not paid me yet for it and I spent some of my own hard earned cash (note: some might beg to differ whether it’s hard earned or not) so after constantly giving him all the hyped images of that beautiful little monster he told me to go ahead and order it, I racked my brain on how to place the order, whether or not to touch some of my Travel Savings or not and in the end shifting some of my Caymen Island Funds *yeah right!* I logged onto Amazon and placed an order on the Black model 4GB, 512MB RAM, WebCam, with Linux Preloaded. I decided to pitch in those 18$ for 1 day shipping rather than wait it out for 2 days and the price difference would be a measely 8$ so I placed the order and the anxiety kicked in.
I got home and tracked the package, hell 2 hours after I placed the order my package was out the door from the Amazon Storerooms and on that van headed to my Aramex mailbox where it arrived yesterday. I knew Aramex’s schedule by heart and granted they don’t change anything for this week, it is supposed to be put on a plane today and be in Kuwait in 4-5 days. I hope nothing happens with Customs though *fingers crossed* So now I am hyping it up at home and literally mom and dad are fighting over who takes it rather than me giving it to my Uncle. I, however, have decided to use it for a few days and check it out, I might end up snagging one for me in the States, because it’s soo tiny and adorable. A must have in ever geek’s purse/bag (whichever you prefer). So now I beseech you and ask if there might be a cure for this sickness I have?
P.S. I didn’t feel like designing much, just changed the header a bit for Xmas, and well I went out most of these past few days, yesterday I Shopped like crazy even if I didn’t want to buy anything I just felt that I had to have that lovely coat, and that sexy black skirt suit, and those beautiful shirt dresses! I mean can you blame me?
How have you been spending your time off?
I just can’t understand why certain things can’t go the way they should! I don’t understand why people stand in other people’s ways just because they believe something that the other person doesn’t believe! I just don’t understand how they can ruin something so good and has been through thick and thin just because it is not traditional, not normal.
Why can’t we make our own choices and live with the consequences? Why can’t we pave our paths? We are old enough? Why can’t we let others live out their lives and explore everything rather than say no, if you don’t follow my way then you might as well leave this house? How can something so good end just because some people think that it started the wrong way, yet that something is beyond great for the people involved?
Why just tell me why? Why can’t we be happy? Why must we suffer so much? Why?
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Just answer me why goddamit!
My sister stood over my shoulder and looked at the picture I was editing, and she went "Your life?" So I chose to post it up after this lovely edit. I just love Photo Shop and the Cutout effect. Truly it’s my favorite. Urgh my shoulder is starting to pain me :r Click on the image though to view it in its original size.
Today was interesting, got a nice hefty sum which will go towards the expansion of my bank account which is always ummm how do you say? Always empty? Yes yes that’s it! I enjoyed the day. I enjoyed my outfit as well :P Nice black skirt with a Pink tanktop and Pink Jacket that had nice flowers on it, not gayish but sexy :P Oh well beyond the point.
And we are back to eating daily, back to having long days since when it was Ramadan it would seem time flew after 2pm :r or even after Fetour. Dammit I had alot of thoughts, oh yeah here they come!
Nokia has announced 3 new N-Series mobiles. Of the three, the N80 kicks ass, and the N71 is sexy. Briefly taken from Nokia the description of the phones are as follows:
What’s new in:
N80: "Next generation wireless connectivity with integrated wireless LAN, 3 megapixel camera with close up mode, 20x digital zoom and LED flash, Landscapte capture with dedicated capture key, High resolution display (352×416 pixels), up to 262, 144 colors."
N71: "Perfect device for your active, spontaneous life. Sleek fold design holds an integrated music and video player, a 2 megapixel camera, an improved Internet browser, a large 2.4" color display, 3G connection speeds and loads of other features."
So they sound promising right? Just when I decided I wanted to change my mobile to the N70 since I can’t bear leaving Series60 behind, they introduce those two to be available 1Q 2006. So I will only wait for them to arrive and see which I would prefer, both are smaller than my current phone my phone’s height is 108mm and they are around 95-98mm. Anyways pictures are worth a thousand words so here you go.
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Oh yeah in 2 hours the countdown to my birthday will be 1 month from Friday :P YAY! Gotta create a wishlist :P
I believe I have become useless these past few days, with nothing important in my life except all work, study, and no play.. Well my play would be the books I read which are like candy for me hehe, reading them constantly and I have now noticed that books have become sort of like the "ipod" that I used to obsess over hehehe but wow! What can I say.. In the past two days I have finished reading two novels back to back and if only they were school novels then I would’ve been more proud of myself but I doubt that I am that proud.
I think I need some help, I seem to have developed back pains that have lasted almost a month or more with me, and it’s really uncomfortable, I feel that sometimes if I tend to stretch or anything that my back feels that it will snap any second. Sometimes my back even locks itself on its own, and I have nothing that I can do to it.. My second problem is that I can’t sleep because of my back and because I dunno, there is something keeping me from sleep.. I can go to bed at like 11pm and I won’t be able to sleep a wink until 1 or later, and no it’s not because of the messed up sleep schedule but there seems to be a different reason altogether and if only I knew what this reason was I would be happy to solve it..
I had the most killer of all headaches and I still couldn’t sleep last night until later on, and what happened this morning!?!? I woke up earlier than I needed to by half an hour! Why?!?! Why is this torture here for me? I can’t understand seriously I can’t.. I know there is only complaining in most of my posts but I long for something now.. Something happy that will make me happy..
I can’t help but feel that there is something missing from my life and I can’t put my finger on it..
I’d like to wish a Happy Birthday today, Happy Blog Anniversary to and Happy Indepencence Day America :) Well I hate you, But Happy Belated Birthday , and umm yea okay that’s it for now!
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Have I turned into a cynic or pessimistic person over the past few years in my life.. I keep wondering about that.. I am not sure really.. I was reading this novel by Judith McNaught called "Something Wonderful" where the heroine is a life loving person who believes that something wonderful will happen each day.. She loves life and lives it to the fullest leaving nothing to bother her or worry her and such.. I want that kind of attitude towards life but I find it hard when I believe life’s soul purpose of our existing is seeing that we are tortured in everyway possible :/
Soon it will be the weekend and I can’t really wait for it.. I am looking forward to the comforts of my bed and books for companions I swear I am going into seclusion with all this reading.. Man it’s getting hot in here :/ My first midterm will be a week from today.. can you believe that midterms already.. I can’t even believe it’s Wednesday already :/
Anyways time for me to get ready for stupid school and get some breakfast :/ So Adieu
The reason I like ducks is because of this picture, which I myself think that the yellow resembles ducks and plus they were on the bottom of my dress which isn’t shown in this picture :P Now here I’m CUTE! :P
P.S. The exam today went quite well, I got another grade and I am proud of it, I just hope my next three grades are what I want them to be.. I am going to bed now to catch up on much needed sleep before waking up and studying for tomorrow’s last final and then I will be free hehehe and enjoy a week of driving duties. Damn those mosquitoes I feel that they have a personal vendetta against me :/
Remember that post about how I don’t like anyone disturbing me when I sleep and my parents chose that time to talk to me? Remember how I said I should smash something so that they leave me alone.. Yesterday I mentioned to my mom and dad before they went to bed my schedule today and I repeated it 5 times saying DON’T WAKE ME UP.. I WILL WAKE UP ALONE! What ends up happening? Guess just guess?!?!?! DAD WAKES ME UP AT BLOODY 6 IN THE MORNING! AND LEAVES THE LIGHT AND DOOR TO MY ROOM OPEN AND ON! IMAGINE THAT! Arghhhhhhhh! I get up sleepy cursing at whoever woke me up since I didn’t realize it and I woke up an hour after that happened when I heard mom talking outside and therefore I went slammed the lights off and closed the door really hard.. Urgh! I want to kill them!
One last complaint before I write new stuff is that although I finish exams on Thursday I will not be enjoying my little vacation that’s next week before Summer Course begins because I will be working as a driver for my sisters but I guess I should work out a deal with my parents for them to take over for a while.. I can’t really do all this.. I feel like crying everytime I hear a request for "do this" being made.. I swear had I been living alone man would my life had rocked!
Yesterday, I was flipping through the channels and landed on MBC2 where they were showing Bicentinnal Man which stars Robin Williams (My favorite comedian other than Jim Carrey of course, there are others but these are my two favorites) and I watched it again.. I really love the story, it’s touching, has bits of laughter and all.. I mean really its cool.. If you haven’t watched it I believe you should..
I now am missing 3 books of a complete set of Julie Garwood Historical novels and that will be on my agenda soon probably in July I will purchase them, but I have already read them like a few years ago courtesy of my Aunt’s romance library.. I miss being able to access her library it contained literally hundreds of novels hehehe and you can just sit and chose.. I wanna visit her place and grab some of her novels.. Or better yet I wanna go with her to London where she gets thousands of used novels at 50 pence each.. my sister bought the entire Danielle Steel collection there well not entirely but most of them since the rest were purchased here in Kuwait.. Kuwait has an inflatable price chart for some novels and I just don’t like that.. But they are books after all..
I am here procrastinating more studying for tomorrow’s final but I believe when I get home tomorrow I will so start studying for Thrusday’s final because I don’t want to be screwed up that day.. There are a few professors in our university at the moment who I really admire and appreciate so much, one of them is so cool he has changed the distribution of grades instead of having a 50% final we have a 45% Final Presentation and Report and a 5% final which all constitutes the Final Test you know.. so it’s like you determine your final grade with the quality of paper you write and I like that alot it’s so cool..
I like writing, it’s really nice and soothing at times, when I get in a rough situation I always think of writing it on my blog but then think twice since I complain alot.. I believe the complaining will cease for a while soon hehehe and I will go back to being cheerful I believe hehehe but we don’t know about that..
I found my Kindergarten II report card as well as my 1st grade to 4th I believe hehehe it was fun looking through them and reading the comments.. I’d like to share the comment that my KGII teacher wrote throughout my year hehehe.. I’m substituting my name with my nickname however :P
Teacher’s Comments:
First Quarter: Jackie is a very sweet little girl. She has learned so much this first 9 weeks! I am proud of her!
Second Quarter: Wow! Jackie is doing an excellent job in KGII. She has learned so much!
Third Quarter: Jackie has continued to do an excellent job learning the letters and sounds. She needs to keep her mind on her work.
Fourth Quarter: Jackie has progressed more than any other student this year – learning English – and letters and sounds. What a great little girl. :D
This of course was in the school year of 1988-1989, I can’t remember much except from the pictures that I see everynow and then in my photo albums.. As a first child you always seem to get photographed alot hehehe..
Question: Should I add more picture posts? or add more pictures in my posts or remain only typed material?Otherwise I believe that is enough procrastination and I should eat my ice-cream and then head onto bed. A long day awaits me tomorrow..
Anyways so I go to sleep at around 4AM since I spent the time just playing Spider Solitaire and I dunno surfing the web but exactly to what sites I can’t remember really, and what wakes me up?! or might I add who wakes me up when?! My father enters my room at around 6ish in the morning! He’s like don’t you have class and all that jazz.. First of all it’s Sunday meaning my usual Sunday’s I don’t actually have to wake up at bloody 6 AM! Anyways I was answering him with my eyes closed and telling him I have no classes and it’s only exams and I have no exam today and please leave me alone, he’s like okay then I’m taking your car to fix it and I was like okay okay just let me sleep.. I go back to sleep just to be woken up by mother at around 7ish more close to 8ish.. I didn’t even bother opening my eyes she kept on yapping about stuff I didn’t even know or realize and well later on she’s like wake up at 1 and take your little sister with you when picking up the girls.. I was like okay now let me go back to my bloody sleep! God! Does the torture stop there, I forgot to mention that when she was talking to me she was asking if I had lectures today so yeah.. Anyways around 9ish father comes home and comes to me to tell me he finished fixing my car and I was in the midst of my sleep.. If I didn’t know that it was my father I swear I woulda thrown anything at whoever is disturbing me.. It’s a shame I can’t lock my room.. :/ Anyways.. I wake up later on at noon because the maid thought it would be fun to wake me up then!
Day was spent running some errands and stuff, ordered pizza for lunch the fucked up guy gave me the wrong salad.. I specifically put my salad together and he gives me this other chicks salad which was disgusting might I add with beats and beans and all that jazz.. I go back ready to get mad since he cost me 10 precious minutes of eating time and well all he has to say is "Oops" I wanted to shove that Oops up his bum if you know what I mean.. hehehe Wow I believe I am mad here or venting off some steam.. Anyways go eat, go pick up sisters, go back home.. one sister has awards night wants me to take her.. I go back to take a nap to make up for loss sleep time and what happens?!
Yes you guessed it! Mother comes in to talk to me in the midst of my sleep but this time I didn’t know what was going on, because I was deep slumber so all I was answering her with is "mmm" and such noises that make no sense at all.. Anyways when I wake up later on and get dressed and is about to leave my mom is like why did you talk to me like that! I was like MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS SLEEPING! Don’t you ever appreciate the sacredity of deep slumber.. I swear people want to talk to me only when I am asleep why why why why why?!
So what am I doing here now? Well procrastinating the studying process, tomorrow there is a final and I don’t feel like it.. Tomorrow I have to wake up really early so I should be heading to sleep.. But I have finished the Theme Switcher thing and if you look on the right side of the sidebar you can find it there, you can switch between a few themes and chose which you want to look at when reading my blog and it will remain that way for now.. I still prefer this one to all the others but oh well :P I want everyone else to enjoy reading me as well..
I will update to WordPress 1.5.1 later on or tomorrow more likely :P But otherwise, Bon Nuit :P
I can’t seem to help it really. I just get bored or I sometimes just focus on one thing and never let go of it. Why this happens is beyond me however.
Let’s move onto a different subject however since that will bum me out eventually. Today was quite a full day in my agenda. I had plenty of stuff to do but I didn’t accomplish them all. I was supposed to do a few things. One was format my younger sister’s PC since she has a virus in it and it’s not willing to leave no matter what. Two was to clean up daddy’s tablet PC so that he can lend it to his brother a.k.a my uncle :D Three was going to a hair dresser to get a haircut since I haven’t had one since last December. Four was to work on my report which is due tomorrow. Five was to work on a take-home quiz which I completely forgot about until now. Six was supposed to be ummm start the essay that is due this Tuesday. Out of all those tasks I have completed only One LOL! Hehehehe I misplaced the Windows XP CD hence I couldn’t do anything for my sister. I haven’t had time since I went out shopping in Sharg earlier this morning or afternoon until 6PM then I showered and watched some TV. And thus the only thing done was the report.. The quiz will be filled out I believe next when I go upstairs or at school tomorrow in order to make sure we have the right answers (my friends and I!).
So yeah.. The shopping trip was beyond amazing.. I bought alot of cute things of which are some nice new heels from Faith in Debenhams. I bought a lot of new T-shirts from Zara (which is by the way my favorite t-shirt store) I also bought a nice skirt suit for Wednesdays ceremony from Zara as well which really looks sexy on me. I love how I have gained some weight to actually have meat on me, but I would like to return my flat stomache again :/ Because those were the days really! I want to gain weight everywhere to at least have a fuller body but not my tummy it’s my favorite part that I don’t want to have any weight on. So stuff have been shifted and postponed and I believe that Sunday is when I will get my haircut not really short but at least have a trim for now.
So, now I head on to my room and play a little PSP or read or just listen to music while I drift off to sleep.. That is if I go now! Other than that toodles!
a 28 year old Kuwaiti Gadget Freak who is obsessively in love with Apple Products so much that she probably has everything made by Apple. Currently she's being a lazy bum and putting off writing and everything else but when she does this is her space where she likes to vent and release everything, so welcome to it.
A blogger for the past 8 years and still loving it.
